wow it has been like a year since ive done this thing. I mean does it really contribute to my life anymore? really...? I think not. I mean I haven't really written anything other than notes in charts, and...emails on occasion. And its not like I aspire to have any creative growth or anything anymore. ya its nice to reflect..but i mean, why should other people reflect along with me? I think that this is a sign that I'm officially old, the good old days are over, and now I can officially stop writing in this thing. RELIEF!