One week of freedom

Thats right, just one week. FINALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY i am back in california with absolutely nothing to do. nothingness is great, its better than doing things, and thats why I like it. Unfortunately its been about 24 hrs and the irritation has already set in, I refuse to expose my self to the outside in this sweltering heat and ruin my skin, in exchange for being surrounded by complete and utter social filth. Aka. the mall and everything around it. I cant believe how much i used to look forward to going to the mall, i mean REALLLLLLLLLY wait to go. I would lie and scheme and do everything just to get there, and now I avoid it at all costs. Thank god I removed myself from the lancracka bubble and got the hell out. Its only gotten worse since I've left, and the only real reason for coming here is for malhi's and to rot in peace in my own house. BTW, Finally I can shit and piss with ease. I've escaped the disease ridden whore house at 413 and moved into my deluxe 1 bedroom apartment, thats right a ONE bedroom. for ME. Freedom. Coming to lancaster also reminds me how ive COMPLETELY lost touch with all of my friends, and i mean almost ALLLLLL of them. Its too bad really, but thats life. Anyhow, hopefully my irritations will be cleared out when I get back to irvine, i LOVE irvine. Nordstrom rack, south coast, newport/huntington, cha for tea, the gypsy lounge, islands, cheesecake, and wahoos. If i had at least ONE of these things at school, life could be great and i could carry out my obbsessions..but no..its michigan so you cant expect too much. independent business bastards. Anyhow, i cant wait to see patti and merds and maybe even the abbey!? it would be nice to redeem myself but id have to seriously jzajza myself out and im just not used to it anymore. Ah i also finally will get my seven jeans hemmed, i have a feeling the cut wont be too nice but whatever, they are comfy. ok. off to tv land.