finnallllly going to leave lancaster, i have to say though that i didnt particularly hate it altogether. depsite not having any car, i did get to paint my feet and pull my eyebrows-however unsatisfactory. and i did get to go to LA twice, and spew gourmet food in front of my gay boy fashion idols so it wasnt a complete waste. and i got to FINALLY truly rot and sleep in, eat mommys deluxe food, and catch up on chess - i lost a lot and won a lot, but practice makes perfect. i only played the organ this morning, but i can still read fairly well and as long as i can keep up that skill then im not a total loser. also i got crunch bar ice cream and that made everything well worthwhile. also i got a french manicure which i have to say is in mommy's words "secretary like" - i dont like being a secretary instead of a dentist and so i probably will never do it again.
right now i am watching the beggining of the exorcist and its not toooooooo scary, but then again im not completely paying attention. its a shame the videocamera doesnt work because then i could talk to nuban, maybe it still will? who knows. i finally burned all my computer stuff to cd's so i did do something. and hten i caught up on whats going on music wise and in the news kind of. i finally got on facebook so now i can do these things when im bored. other than that im REALLY excited for the rest of hte summer, even though it doesnt include malaysia - id rather go relax anyhow, if youd ask me. and besides im not a fan of language barriers, bah. sour grapes.
im excited for the end of summer too and also to go to my first white people wedding, i better get a DAMN deluxe jza jza, nicole miller or bebe dress because ..just because

summer so far.

thankfully im FINALLY home and can rot peacefully and indulge in mindless activities like bravo-tv and hopefully harry pooter. finally i can go to the bathroom in peace without worry of spidies and other flying insects. michigan is such a hellhole sometimes i cant believe im living in that same house next yr but maybe if we get an air conditioner the place will be better. more importantly i hope sushe gets a condo soon so i can splurge and take over her chicago property. chicago is the shit. florida is also cool even though ive never been there, but id rather not get axed in the face by a hurricane. we might go on an east coast tour soon - that should be really fun. me patti and merds went to west hollywood this weekend and threw up in front of all the jzajza gay boys, i forgot to button my pants after the bathroom and that of course adds to my humiliation. theres no redemption from here. theres no gay boys for me to hang out with in michigan except for asshole, but thats ok becuase greg is pretty entertaining so theres really no need. his house is the funnest place in the universe and luckily i can go there sometimes instead of rotting in ann arbor. MAN i feel like going to malhi's but i doubt daddy will let me. i feel like gorging but i still want to be skinny. gah! its all impossible.