body

OH my gosh i cant believe i slept till 1:15, i still feel seriously drowsy and sloppy but whatever. i cracked my back so hard this morning that i scared myself, yet it was nice. i need to start stretching again and doing some exercises so i can get rid of the fat on the back my legs. its horrific and i cant believe its even there. after going to port huron i realized how much my body fattened since the beginning of the year and ive seriously got to get it back before it gets out of control. watching supersize me last night didnt help either. its impossible to control during school with all those classes and studying. so, ive decided to do some serious fasting and limit myself to one meal a day - of course im immobile and its not like i exert ANY energy other than breathing, brushing my teeth and maybe walking like 2 blocks - MAYBE. so in reality this appropriate for the amount of energy that i expend. im going to gregs place today for his sister's bday so you know that im going to get GORGED again. dammit. i mean sometimes you just cant escape and theres no way i can refuse food at someones house because that just sucks. whatever. anyhow, these last few weeks have me concerned about how boring the rest of summer can be. at least i have a ton of movies right now..but i cant keep doing that in lancaster. and of course tv wil suck and get repetetive. I'm not sure if dr. snow has a dental clinic still running up there, but hopefully him or a new dentist wont mind my assistance. anyhow, i should start watching gummo or clerks pretty soon..or maybe i should just go home and wash my grease out. that is probably what i should do. bah. ok.
- ps. missy elliot has great teeth, tom cruise has his braces off..but he still has a midline shift i think, he doesnt smile directly at the camera that often - but ah well.

delusions of grandeur

now that i have time to daydream, lets think about the things i want in about...6 years - as payment for my educational suffering.

1) BIG FAT HOUSE ON THE BEACH
2) jacuzzi tub
3) BIG tv
4) comfy smushy couches
5) a cook/maid
6) deluxe comfy - sealy posturpedic bed
7) massage chair! - the one from brookstone
8) sports car - lambroghini/ferrari
9) luxury car - mercedes deluxe version
10)cool furniture
11) deluxe showerhead in the bathroom
12) work out room - which means i'll have to work out.
13) cool dog - i'll be sad when it dies though.
14) ping pong table/pool table
15) tennis court and pool in the backyard

see thats not so bad is it? i didnt write jet planes or diamond doorhandles - this is all within reason i think.

anyhow, i am smelly and i need to take a deluxe bath, and im supposed to sign a lease with this new girl lauren who seems pretty cool she reminds me of "lactating debbie" sophmore year - she'll be nice i think, the stupid landlord hasnt called me - but then i called her with short notice as well. ah well, maybe i'll watch Summer of Sam first

I AM A D2!!!!!!!!!

the last couple posts havent posted because my internet is gone and im stealing it from delta sig. FINALLY i am done, finals week went fairly well...head and neck was hard - with the pictures at least, but the function went well i think...im lucky i studied the right way. i have finally learned the "way" - mommy told me this way before but now putting it into use is perfect - its good for cramming/long term and you can save it and use it for boards or later. so the last few days have consisted of basically NO education - i got slaughtered at the delta sig party but luckily there was no nausea, i didnt go canoeing the next day even though i wantted to - but after seeing everyones feet the next day and injuries im glad i didnt. port huron was lovely as usual, mike setters family is amazingly nice and their lifestyle is something to drool about - one day i'll have a jacuzzi and a sauna in my own house. anyhow...reflecting on this year is not something i like to think about - it was HARD, to the breaking point and consistently pushing yourself to the limit. especially 1st semester hell, 2nd semester was hard just not because of 4 tests a day but the quantity of material thats suppossed to be important and you're supposed to have mastered - unfortunatley i think i learned everything amazingly for the test and forgot a good majority right after. i dont remember most of the pharmacology and trade names but at least they're familiar. I'm still confident in my handskills, but its going to be weird not working for 2 months and then coming back to hardcore waxing/drilling. which is why AGAIN i dont want to waste this summer - it'd be awesome to go to se asia or something of that sort and do some volunteer work - tsunami or dental. it'd be for limited time of course, but maybe thats for the better. and if not hopefully i can do some lab work somewhere. this is probably the last month of freedom, without having to worry too much about boards etc - i should start looking for plane tickets.

summer is coming

ok tues will be a momentous occasion. a good one? perhaps... but most likely neutral. they need to meet him i guess...but for what reason? if you think about it theres no real point. anyhow, it needs to be short and sweet, without any trauma to both parties. ah, so i am now on the fundraising committee for the Class council. it'll be good to do something like this and get involved again. Summer is coming in 2 weeks, it'll be great GREAT to stop thinking for a while and rest the brain, but in a way its LITERALLY my last month of freedom - from now on there'll be boards, and then work...no one can tkae a month off of work. bah. and what am i doing? nothing. i have a feeling that any traveling will not occur - as usual. at least the new harry potter book will be out. and theres always lovely irvine. ok thats it.